Chapter six - Old ones I did in chapters those are the names

[Eridani]

Tracy:


"Chapter six"



how long can this go on
how long can I pretend
I am dead inside
hopelessness my heart can not defend
scars from the past
that time can never mend
open me up
tear me apart
carve out my skin
rip out my heart
flesh and bone
water and oil
what is it that I am made of
my mind is breaking
twisted and aching
begging for mercy
where there is none
please help me
but there is no one to come
will you rescue me
saving my self is not
something I have ever
known how to do
telling my self I might
stumble, but I will not crumble
and I will make it through
laughing at my own stupidity
running from reality
so is this really sanity
or simply vanity
just dismiss me
I don't matter
breaking watch me shatter
amusing indeed
to watch me plead
wicked and weak
stricken and meek
silent but not sound
not alone but not found
my feet never touching the ground
still not in flight I am still bound
without water I drown
not fighting and not backing down
I scream without a sound
preflight free fall
end it now end it all
comfort me console me
don't let me go hold me
promise me
please just promise me
lie to me
please can you
lie to me

© Tracy VZ